Yours Truly

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Acknowledgements

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< Previous For the human rights activists, the community organizers, the base communities, and the generous, welcoming angels who kept me safe. For the clergy, believers, and non-believers. For my Haitian, African, American, Australian, Belgian, Canadian, Columbian, Cuban, Dominican, Dutch, German, and Jamaican brothers and sisters who hoped for justice and dreamed of peace. There … Read more

Exit 2

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< Previous Henri sees this happening but is having trouble of his own. Somewhere along the line, a nail cut through his right tricep and that arm doesn’t work anymore. He’s got the water jug rope wrapped around his lame arm so tightly he can’t feel it. Another cross-current wobbles them, tangling Henri, Jocylyn, and … Read more

Exit 1

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< Previous PART 9: SURVIVE / DIE? Exit Port-de-PaixChristmas Eve, 1991 Late that night, Jè arrives at the Port-de-Paix cathedral and is surprised to find its doors unlocked. He can hear piano music but doesn’t hear voices. He pushes a door open and steps inside. Jè has never been in a Catholic cathedral before, just … Read more

Extract 2

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< Previous Mother Mary’s Ashley and Matt arrive with Ti Mon, Jocelyn and her baby, just in time for dinner.  The nuns quickly swarm around them. They guide everyone but Matt into a nearby women’s dorm and close the door.  Matt’s not sure what to do with himself until an older priest approaches him.  Not … Read more

Extract 1

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< Previous PART 8: DEFEND Extract Montana Hotel Ashley and Matt are driving their Land Cruiser toward the Montana Hotel. It’s Sunday, so Jocelyn should be at church services this morning. They’re dressed in their best “missionary garb”; Matt in white shirt with clip-on tie and Ashley in her most formal dress. She’s even managed … Read more

Organize 2

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< Previous Kevin looks lost in thought and Father Vitor waits for him to continue, “I wasn’t going to mention this today, but my NGO told me that my last chance airline ticket will be at the Pan Am counter on New Years Day.” Father Vitor nods his head, “That’s the signal. You’ve become a … Read more

Organize 1

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< Previous PART 8: DEFEND Organize Mother Mary’s The thrice-damned roosters announce the morning as Kevin arrives at Mother Mary’s. The guardian looks carefully in Kevin’s SUV before waving him through the gate. Kevin grins at him and says, “No contraband this time. But thanks for double-checking!” The guard knows enough English to crack a … Read more

Adapt 2

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< Previous Petionville, Palace Pizzaria It’s late one night, after the blackouts are over for Petionville. Kevin is catching up with Ashley at the Palace Pizzaria, a dive bar that never really closes. What’s left of civil and social life is fragmented between rumors of violence, blackouts, and violence. So many friends and trusted colleagues … Read more

Adapt 1

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< Previous PART 8: DEFEND Adapt November – December 1991 Port-au-Prince, Downtown The airport is under military control and Kevin’s mobility is limited. He avoids public markets, gatherings, or churches and moves between houses frequently. Jè and Henri continue their plan to build out the Ti Legliz comms network. Kevin stays clear of Carrefour and … Read more

Police State

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< Previous PART 7: MEN WITH GUNS Police State October 1991 Haiti The military rounds up what remains of the political opposition and installs a provisional government with vague assurances of future elections. Haiti is open for business again so come on down and place your bets and bribes. In response, the international community places … Read more

Martial Law 2

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< Previous Road to La Boule Kevin relaxes slightly and takes the opportunity to light a cigarette, exhaling smoke downwind toward the soldier. The solder sniffs absently but doesn’t take his attention from the road block. Kevin leans out his window a bit farther so he can see what has the soldier’s attention. From one … Read more

Martial Law 1

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< Previous PART 7: MEN WITH GUNS Martial Law September – October 1991 Petionville Apartment September 30, 1991 Zero-dark-thirty. Kevin jolts awake, his heart racing. He lies still and a few beats later, hears gunfire. He’s asking himself whether if the shots were real or just the neighbor kids raising hell again, when several staccato … Read more

Huddled Masses

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< Previous PART 6: BETRAYAL Huddled Masses North of Port-au-Prince Bon Chance Refugee Camp After finishing up some meetings in Petionville a few days later, Kevin receives a panicked request via Tele-Joel to place a collect call to NYC. He finds a Telco, pays the “seating fee” to wait for a phone and makes the … Read more

Observers

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< Previous ACT THREE – PERFORMING PART 6: BETRAYAL Observers July – August 1991 Port-au-Prince The new arrangement between Kevin’s NGO and the station’s board has changed his day-to-day activities. His new mission is to be tour guide, interpreter, and “our man in Haiti” for recent blan arrivals. The Aristide government is a focus of … Read more

Survival

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< Previous PART 5: LESSONS Survival Carrefour After returning with Jè, Kevin settles into a new routine at the station. The Head Engineer has postponed his vacation and Tim is busy in Petionville, setting up soft rock station for the upper classes. Making everything less difficult, Kevin has also solved his transportation problem. Jè helped … Read more

Choices

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< Previous PART 5: LESSONS Choices Ti Legliz Village Now that his mission has been accomplished, Jè suggests that Kevin return to the station the following weekend. Kevin tries to argue that he should finish up a few more projects, but Father Jean points out that Ti Legliz has learned enough about AM/FM radio from … Read more

Resilience

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< Previous PART 5: LESSONS Resilience April – June 1991 Ti Legliz Village Kevin spends the rest of his time at Ti Legiz climbing up and down Mount Boueffe and working on other projects as assigned by Solange or Father Jean. He sends reports to Tim and Head Engineer about progress, never mentioning that he’s … Read more

Community 4

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< Previous Sitting on the ground while considering options, Kevin hears new voices. He looks up and sees an old Haitian man climbing the hill, followed by a young boy. Panielle is already watching carefully. When the man arrives at the tower, he begins telling a lengthy story. Kevin can’t follow it, but Panielle is … Read more

Community 3

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< Previous Southern Haiti Mountain Range, Mount Boeffe Their meal complete, Solange and Father Jean say goodbye. “We’ll be over at the orphanage for the rest of the day if anyone needs us.” Henri takes Kevin, Panielle and the rest of the men into a small garden shed behind the chapel. He turns on a … Read more

Community 2

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< Previous Ti Legliz As they walk, Kevin sees how easily this village can be defended. The houses are arranged around the stone chapel inside a walled town square. He’s heard from reliable sources that the Government of Haiti or cartels will send “tax collectors” into some of these communities, but they never return. Rather … Read more

Community 1

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< Previous PART 4: COLLABORATORS Community Department of Sud, Ti Legliz Village Eventually they reach a plateau and the path fades into a small pasture, shaded by fir trees. They see a few well-maintained homes arranged around a stone chapel. Jè maneuvers around the goats that wander into the path. Gardeners surround their plots with … Read more

Safety First 2

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< Previous Department of Sud, Highway 1 toward Cayes Jè drives his small Geo SUV on the main highway south. Highway 1 is really just a two-lane road with one shared lane of asphalt. Kevin doesn’t have a driver’s license or any documentation other than his US passport and a letter of Radio Protestant engineer … Read more

Safety First 1

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< Previous PART 4: COLLABORATORS Safety First March 1991 Carrefour, Radio Protestant After returning from Mirogoane, Kevin moves in with Jè as planned. It’s an easy move involving his backpack, the footlocker from Mother Mary’s, and some used furniture they’ve collected from friends. They agree that Creole will be the house language, even though Jè … Read more

Self-Defense 4

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< Previous The next morning The damned roosters rouse Kevin and Ashley from their bamboo mat on the roof. They found a mosquito net at some point and arranged it in a tent/lean-to against the water barrel. They don’t hear any gunfire and the smoke has cleared. They make their way downstairs where Jocelyn has … Read more

Self-Defense 3

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< Previous Ashley chuckles ruefully before continuing, “But really, if we’ve been successful these past years the community will protect us as they will their own. We’re here without a safety net and I’m sorry for bringing you out here without explaining that first.” After considering this, Kevin shrugs and then grins, “I wouldn’t have … Read more

Self-Defense 2

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< Previous The next day Somehow amid everything else the night before, Ti Mon climbed up onto the roof and reconnected the fill line. Now the water barrel is filled. Everyone gathers around Ti Mon to thank him and his little face breaks out in a huge grin. Now there’s water for bathing, toilet flushing, … Read more

Self-Defense 1

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< Previous PART 3: REBELLION Self-Defense Mirogoane Stronghold They arrive at the house and are unloading the truck when there’s a loud commotion outside their gate. A few dozen neighbors are shouting and shoving Ti Mon around. He slipped away after they’d arrived at the house and now the crowd has him. He’s surrounded and … Read more

Protect and Serve 4

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< Previous As the beach goers start packing up for the afternoon, Ashley suggests that they watch a soccer match at the municipal stadium. Kevin asks if they can still get tickets and she replies, “For a few dollars, we can get all the seats we want. Although since everything is general admission, we’ll probably … Read more

Protect and Serve 3

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< Previous Miragoane Beach and Stadium At that, Ashley announces it’s a perfect time to go to the local beach. They load up their truck with some bamboo mats, towels, and a cooler full of water jugs. Jocelyn approaches Ashley and whispers something to her. Ashley replies, “Men, oui!” Jocelyn returns with a small boy … Read more

Protect and Serve 2

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< Previous Matt is Australian. He’s in his late twenties and is big. Not fat, just a large man with light brown hair pulled back into a shaggy combination of samurai bun and Cheech & Chong pony tail. He has a loud voice with a very obvious Aussie accent and is impossible to ignore. With … Read more

Protect and Serve 1

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< Previous PART 3: REBELLION Protect and Serve Mirogoane, Police Station Kevin’s quite anxious about approaching the police station, despite his measured bravado with Ashley. He’s starting to question this whole plan. But he can’t lose his nerve now. When does the last tap-tap return to Carrefour each night? And where would he go anyway? … Read more

Networks 3

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< Previous Downtown, Iron Market It’s late afternoon and hot, but the sun sets quickly this time of year and the roadside is shaded. Kevin meanders downhill, following the merchants in reverse as they make their way back up the mountain with empty baskets on their heads. He arrives at the Iron Market, a massive … Read more

Networks 2

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< Previous Mother Mary of Our Eternal Peace Since he’s arrived after 3 pm, Kevin is given a small cubicle with cot and wash basin for the night. Aside from a chair, table and ash tray, not a lot else. But in a safe place with God’s angels watching over him, he sleeps like a … Read more

Networks 1

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< Previous ACT TWO – FORMING PART 3: REBELLION Networks February 1991 Delmas Highway Kevin opens the camper shell and heaves his footlocker up into the truck’s bed. He walks to the passenger side with his backpack and climbs in. A young Haitian woman slides across to the middle of the bench seat to make … Read more

Missionaries 3

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< Previous Tim freezes, his eyes seeming to see Kevin for the first time.  He slowly asks, “What exactly are you saying?”  Kevin responds evenly, “I’m here on loan to your board.  You can’t fire me because I’m independently funded and have air cover at the national level.  And if you do, I’ll just go … Read more

Missionaries 2

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< Previous Carrefour Kevin begins to spend more of his time at the AM station in Carrefour.  The area is growing rapidly as Haitians migrate into the Port-au-Prince urban sprawl.  Economic conditions and Macoute attacks have driven farmers and laborers out of the provinces. The population of Carrefour was a crucial part of President Aristide’s … Read more

Missionaries 1

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< Previous PART 2: MISEDUCATION Missionaries Iron Market, Downtown Tim and Kevin are leaving the Iron Market, where Tim has introduced him to a North African merchant who will exchange US dollars for Haitian gourdes. Kevin’s immigration status is murky, so he can’t open any bank accounts. NGO Tech isn’t recognized by the Haitian government … Read more

Dechokaj 2

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< Previous Delmas For the next week, Kevin settles into his new living arrangements with Tim’s family and Nadine, their housekeeper and cook. She lives nearby and is married to a pastor who works for a local church. The roosters always wake Kevin early and Nadine always has coffee waiting. After Tim’s family are finished … Read more

Dechokaj 1

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< Previous PART 2: MISEDUCATION Dechokaj January – February 1991 Delmas Highway Tim maneuvers the Isuzu around the burning debris and makes the turn onto Delmas Highway. When they’re up to speed again Kevin asks, “Did you see that? Was that a burnt body?” Tim hits the brakes abruptly as a group of protestors step … Read more

Arrival 3

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< Previous They round a corner in the road and see what’s causing the traffic jam. Two overturned tractor trailers have been pulled across the road, forming a zig zag path between them. The makeshift checkpoint is manned by several dozen young men. They don’t have any visible weapons but are collecting a toll from … Read more

Arrival 2

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< Previous Kevin follows as Tim maneuvers his way through the crowd, waving some sort of credential whenever someone steps aside too slowly.  Kevin tries to seem friendly while avoiding eye contact and making sure not to hit anyone’s legs with his footlocker.  Sidestepping a group of hard faced young Haitian men, Kevin has to … Read more

Arrival 1

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< Previous PART 1: ESCAPE / ARRIVAL Arrival January 1991 Caribbean SeaNorthwest of Port-au-Prince, Haiti Eleven months before Henri, Jocelyn, and baby Espwa set out on their voyage… The whine of jet engines increases in pitch, as the aging Boeing 727 begins its approach to Port-au-Prince International Airport. Kevin instinctively tightens his seat belt as … Read more

Escape 2

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< Previous As the sun disappears over the western horizon, the wind picks up strength behind them. At first, everyone smiles and laughs as the tiny boat begins to pick up speed and the temperature cools. But as twilight turns to night, Captain begins to look nervously over his shoulder. One by one, each passenger … Read more

Escape 1

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< Previous ACT ONE – STORMING PART 1: ESCAPE / ARRIVAL Escape December 1991 Caribbean SeaNorthwest of Port-de-Paix, Haiti Henri sinks into the sea, his lungs burning as he fights his way toward the surface. It’s so dark that he struggles to tell which direction is up, but the sound of the storm that capsized … Read more